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Genre: Romance
Rating: PG
Chapters:  [1] [2] [3] [4] [5] [6] [7] [8] [9] [10] [11] [12] [13] [14] [15]
Status: On-going
Video Clips: Junsu, JaeJoong, Yoochun, Yunho, Changmin

Main Characters:

Park Hanna
Kim JaeJoong
Kim Junsu

Minor Characters:

Park Yoochun
Kim Jihye
Jung Yunho
Kim Yunji
Shim Changmin
Catherin Smith
 

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Summary:  Hanna has a handsome and loving boyfriend, but the problem is he is miles and miles away and worse, his parents disapprove of her.

Regardless, she is willing to wait until the day they will be together once again, hopefully, on their two year anniversary.

So, along the way when unexpected Mr. “I'm so perfect” comes along and melts her heart, she finds herself in the triangle-love where she has to sacrifice one to gain another or lose both.. 
 

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JAEJOONG ~to~ HANNA 

Shining right before our eyes,
The glittering sunset
Inside my chest, a profound love
Like nothing I have ever felt before

If I say to myself that I’m fine on my own,
I’m telling a lie

I’ve been passing time like this,
But from now on,
You’re the only one I’ll never part from

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JUNSU ~to~ HANNA
 
I know you were waiting for me
So I thank you for the love inside you
I'm always next to you...now I promise you

You were always inside of me,
But I never felt your presence.

Now give me a chance to live for you.
I will even love your pains.

Hold out your hands so that we could feel together...
Look into my eyes, and see that you're inside of me.

                 
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YOOCHUN ~to~ JIHYE

didn't believe in love at first sight till the day we met
I didn't realize how easy it was to change the way I feel
I want to know about your hobbies, your thoughts,
The earrings on your ears, and even your weight.
Your scent, your every move,
I want to know everything about you
That's how it is
It's about the way you are

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YUNHO ~to~ YUNJI

Like the glittering sun;
When a flash of wind whirls around me,
I end up looking for you, who has faded into the scenery,
Why is it this so fragrant, as if this is a dream?
Like flowers my lady, you have been rooted in my heart,
So you can’t go elsewhere

Stay with me, you’re so beautiful,
Shine your leaves; will you always bloom for me?
So only I can see it, stay, you stay always. 

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CHANGMIN ~to~ CATHERIN

I suppose this feeling in my heart would be love.
Although I try to hide it, a smile appears on my lips.
I suppose this feeling in my heart would be love.
Although I try to hide it, a smile appears on my lips.
It hasn't been even a day but I begin to miss you again.
What should I do? My heart has caught a deep illness

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~Taeyeon~

While Junsu waited for someone to answer the door, Taeyeon looked up at the sunny sky above. She closed her eyes and inhaled the cool air. She heard the door crack open and then silence followed after. She didn't need to see Junsu's delighted and the woman's surprised expressions on their faces to know how special this moment was for the couple.

What sucked the most was her being here to witness it all, feeling the outsider all of sudden. She couldn't take it any longer. She couldn't turn and and watch the couple cry in each others' arm while she cried inside all alone. So she walked away silently with no a place in mind.

Half way from the house, she decided that going to her hotel wasn't a good idea. Being alone in her hotel room wasn't going to do her anything good. She needed a company, someone who would tell her that she was sane for doing the things she did.

~***~

~Hanna~

The first thing that came to her mind was that she was day dreaming. She must be. What else could the view right before her eyes be?
Nothing but time proved her otherwise. Kim Junsu was actually standing at her door step. Her eyes watered from sudden emotions, blurring her vision. Then it hit her. The surprise! A wide smile appeared on her face. This was the surprise he had wanted to give her all along.

Like a little girl, she jumped on him and wrapped around his neck. The unprepared Junsu caught her in time in his arms quickly. He then lifted her up high as he seized her in his arms more than ever.

Truthfully, she was overjoyed the face that Junsu, the man she had been waiting for, was here finally. How could she not be; it was something she had been yearning for such a long time. She couldn't remember getting a big surprise as this. It turned out to be a memorable day of her life.

After a moment of silence embrace, they didn't need to a word, for their action spoke louder than the words, they finally parted.  He stretched out his hand and wiped away visible tears with his thump gently. That little gesture warmed her heart and she smiled shyly. She looked up in time to see him smiling at her.He said with confident voice that he missed her, more than he could actually describe it. 

Her heart troubled from too much happiness, the happiness she hadn't felt in a long time. He lent closer and kissed her tenderly on the lips while holding her waist with his hands. She kissed him back, almost too eager as she wrapped her hands around his neck. They made out for as long as they could hold on to it without breathing. After parting, they took a moment to gaze into each other's eyes with smiles spread out on their face. This wasn't enough. In fact, there wasn't a thing they could say or do to make up for the lost times. For now, they just had to retrain themselves. They felt like they were the only ones standing on the center of earth, but they weren't. 

Then Junsu looked up to see a group of people, some he knew and some he didn't know. Then he smiled and greeted the guests in the room. Hanna turned ice in her spot when realization hit her. In her a moment of reuniting with her boyfriend, she forgot about her friends, especially JaeJoong. It was bad, really bad. She was caught in actions.

She stepped aback as she bit on lips, somehow picturing JaeJoong's reaction in her head. Obviously, it wasn't a good sight. She didn't have time to turn and face the small crowd when she saw JaeJoong in the corner of her eyes as he walked out silently. Watching him pass by, Han had the urgent to reach out and hold on to his arms so the man couldn't leave.

It could have been killing two birds with one stone by confessing to both JaeJoong and Junsu right there and then. If she did, there was nothing worse than breaking two hearts at the same time. She wasn't that cold hearted. So the only choice she had was to watch JaeJoong walk out hurt and betrayed, although, all she wanted was to tell both that she never meant to lie to them. Who would believe her any way. She was still at fault the fact that she led JaeJoong on, even if it wasn't intentionally.

“Are you okay?” Junsu asked as he sat next to her on the sofa with a glass of water in his hand.

All of sudden, she started burning with anger. No, I'm not okay. I messed up a big time. Only you knew what I have done, she wanted to say. She was at the edge of screaming until she felt better or maybe locked herself in her room cried until she no longer had any tears left. Mostly, she felt like yelling at this man acting like nothing was wrong. He was to blame. Why didn't he call or something? But no, he had to just show up at the perfect time. Only if he hadn't chose to show up now and today, things would have worked out fine somehow.

She turned to face him only the angry and all negative thoughts to disappear into thin air. This man had no slightest idea what was going on when everything in fact had to with him. She suddenly had a change of heart. Why was she blaming him? He wasn't to blame, she told herself. It was all her fault, her and her only. It was overwhelming that her head hurt, giving her a headache that didn't have a cure. She acted to hide the pain any way.

“Yeah, I'm okay. I'm just tired,” she lied as she turned away and stared at the glass table in front of her. She relaxed in her seat on the sofa before continuing. “So, is this the surprise you were dying to give me?”

“Did I fail?”

“Fail? Are you kidding? That was one hell of surprise. You almost game me an heart attack,” she said in an attempt to sound cheerful. It was failure though. The sadness and guilt were still growing inside of her instead of dying out.

He leaned forward and rest on his knee with his arms and said, “Exactly my plan.” He shifted slightly to his side toward her direction to catch her reaction. She stared at him blankly. “I meant the surprise part, not the heart attack.”

He chuckled and that caught her inner attention. His laugh, the unique laugh, was one of the many things she missed about him. She wanted to laugh along, pretending everything was okay as he seemed to think. But it hurt to pretend since she knew what she did and it wasn't nice thing in the world. Out of many people on this earth, Kim Junsu didn't deserve it. “How long are you staying?” she asked, avoiding his eyes that were searching of hers. No matter how much she desired for him to stay, she had a feeling he wouldn't be staying longer. Probably a week or less.

“I'm leaving on Sunday afternoon.”

“This Sunday?”

He nodded. She sighed disappointingly. A week? What was she thinking? This was Junsu, the man who refused to stand up to his family. Wait, how did they let him go in the first place? He didn't run away, did he?

“How did they even let you go?”

“It's a long story,” he said as he started to rub his hands together. Was that a sign of nervousness?

“Make it short then.”

“Basically, I had a help from a friend of mine. Where is Mrs. Jung?” he quickly asked, wanting to change the subject.

God, she was glad her mother wasn't at home today or all this mess would have been even worse. Her mother and Junsu liked each other a lot. They got along really well like a real son-in-low and mother-in-low. And Han couldn't be anymore happy to know that even before they were married, her mother accepted her boyfriend openly.

“I don't know. She went out this morning and didn't return. Do you need something?

“No, it's not that.” He lent back and relaxed in seat. “I just wanted to ask her permission to take you out tonight.”

That didn't surprise Hanna, for she knew his relationship with her mother wasquiet good ever since they first met.

One day, Junsu was walking by when he saw Mrs. Jung getting groceries bags out of her car. As the kind man he was, he offered his help eagerly. Mrs. Jung told him she could manage, but he insisted so she accepted his help in the end. He helped her with grocery to her door step. Mrs. Jung refused to let him go without inviting him inside. He accepted the offer not to be rude.

Hanna, who had been in her room, came down the stairs wearing sweatpants and shirts while her hair was tied up when she heard some noise.

She was about to go in the kitchen when she saw the gleam of Junsu sitting in the living room. As if on cue, he turned in her direction and their eyes met for first time. They just stared at each other for what felt like hours. Embarrassed and feeling self-caution, she disappeared into the kitchen and didn't come out until the other was ready to leave.

From that day, Junsu started to show up at their house randomly. He didn't even need an excuse since her mother seemed to invite him in eagerly. That just made Hanna curious although she didn't mind his accompany. That was until Junsu asked her out on a date through her mother because he was afraid she would say no...

“Out where?”

“A dinner. It is a part of the surprise,” he explained. “Besides, we have a lot catching up to do.”

This day was supposed to be their anniversary. But was it her fault that she was unprepared?

“But--” she turned to her side to face him and she wished she didn't because she couldn't say no to that face. Moreover, this man came all the way from Japan to be with her on their anniversary day. “--okay, let me go get ready.”

JaeJoong is not a perfect guy. Yet he is a man who is willing to go miles and do all that he can for the one he loves and cares. And he never been wrong and disappointed to the point he regrets his action until today...

The sun has long gone, leaving the earth to the darkness of night. It is not completely dark though, due to the cars and traffics' light reflections make the city brighter than daylight. Even the weather is nice and friendly, a little bit windy. All that is unnoticeable to Jae.

He wanders around downtown with no destination in mind, hands in his jeans pocket and head bowed low. He just keeps on walking like a robot. Deep down where no one can see or understand, there is unsettled feeling going on. He doesn't know where to put his hands on...He feels betrayed the fact that Hanna lied to him. At the same time, he feels hurt to know that the one person he thought he is fated to be with....belongs to someone else.

“JaeJoong!” That voice, there is no mistake....he knows whom it belongs to. He doesn't stop though instead he decides to ignore it and continues on walking.

Yoochun makes the attempt to catch the man's attention. When he sees that the other man isn't stopping, he runs faster. He is losing his breath as he runs, increasing his pace by two times more. “JaeJoong, wait!” He calls out for a second time and he succeeds at last.

Jae stops walking and waits for the other to catch up with him. Knowing Yoochun, the man won't give up that easily. As much as he isn't in the mood to be around anyone, this is Park Yoochun; his best friend as well as his roomy, the one who wouldn't do him wrong or so he thinks.

Jae turns to face the man who is now out of breath. He waits for the other man to catch up with his breath patiently, almost feeling like laughing at the other's expression. But that never happens.

Yoochun puts his hands on Jae's shoulder as he comes to stand beside him. Yoochun inhales in and out slowly and his heart begins to beat at normal rate. All along, his eyes never left Jae's facial expression. From his observation, he acknowledge that Jae is doing all he can to all hold back in. And he is doing a good job. Yoochun has a feeling though, that the man is just waiting for the right moment to explode at once. Which is not good in Yoochun's opinion knowing JaeJoong long enough.

“What are you doing running after me?” Jae asks as he shifts and starts walking once again. Yoochun has no idea where they are going, not that he cares. So he walks along side Jae before replying. “Well, the party isn't fun without you there.”

The truth is Yoochun didn't feel like staying at Han's house. The unexpected reunion startled them all as they watched the couple reunite like two people who hadn't seen each other for a century. What pissed him off was the wrong time and day the guy chose to show up. From Hanna's reaction, he knew she didn't expected her lover to show up today either so he couldn't be mad at her. It took one glance to his side to notice that Jae wasn't even there anymore.. Without a word or glance at his friends, he ran out of the house and look for JaeJoong.

“Hahaha, a nice try Yoochun.” Jae responds interrupting his thought. Silence falls between them as they continue on walking side by side. Then he asks, “why?”

Yoochun glance at his friend, afraid to guess what the other is asking him.

“Why did she lie to me? Or was I that blind to miss something as big as this?”

Jae isn't expecting his roomy to have the answer to his question. Any explanation he hears is enough for him to satisfy him because being kept in the dark is something he hates.

“I...I don't think she meant to lie to you.”

“It doesn't matter if she meant it or not. She still did lie about having a lover. Who would lie about something like that?”

Yoochun looks away and turns back to looking at the road ahead of them. He knows, he knows right from the beginning. Jihye had told him about Hanna's lover, whatever his name was, when they first decided to hook Jae and Hanna up. He thought Jae would win Hanna's heart before the guy comes back from Japan to claim his lover. They should have thought about the possibilities.

“How stupid was I for not asking about something like that. I even told her about my ex, but I didn't get to ask her about any of her ex-s. Maybe I didn't want to know. One thing for sure I never would have thought she'd be someone else's property back then.” He sighs. “By any chance, has Jihye told you about this guy?”

“Hum...I..” Yoochun stops trying to come up with a better way to answer to the man without looking like the bad guy in this situation. He becomes quiet, thinking of a different way to say the truth without lying. Now that he thinks about it, there is only one person to blame. KIM JIHYE. Park Yoochun doesn't listen to people, at least not those who aren't close to him. So why does he listen to Jihye? That he doesn't know. But he knows he should stop listening to her from now on because... If he didn't listen to her about the idea of hooking up their best friends in the first place, he wouldn't feel this guilty right now for lying to his best friend. And if he didn't listen to her yesterday also, he wouldn't find themselves in this situation in the first place. He can't help but ask himself where he went wrong and why.

His best friend's long silence treatment gives him unsettling feeling all of sudden. Jae stops walking and stares at his friend's back. “You knew, didn't you?”

Yoochun stops walking as well and turns to face his friend, only to notice that Jae is standing a foot behind. The look in Jae's eye tells him there is no holding back anymore. “Yes, Jihye did tell me. I just didn't want to be the one to tell you. I thought Han would have told you by now--”

JaeJoong laughs bitterly. He is probably the last one to know. If so, how embarrassing and fool he looked when he confessed his love for Han in front of others earlier. “How could you not tell me about something as big as this, Yoochun?”

“JaeJoong, it wasn't and isn't my place to tell you. This is something she should be the one to tell you, not me or anyone else.”

The atmosphere between them becomes tense. They are standing face to face currently in front of Seoul Theatre. One is looking at the ground while the other man looks at Yoochun with anger. Some people would glance at the men and then walk by, not caring what the two guys are arguing about.

“No, Yoochun. As my best friend, roommate and someone I trust with my life, I expected you to back me up at all cost because that's what I would have done for you. The least you could have done is warn me, Yoochun, not let me humiliate myself like today, but no. You just watched me fall for a woman, some man's woman, knowing very well that I had no idea there was a third person.”

Yoochun refuses to look up at his friend. What has he done? Guilt isn't the right word to describe how he is feeling right now. How he wishes he can turn back the time if possible. “You are right. I'm sorry.”

“I...I just need to be alone.” Jae walks away heading in the opposite direction, not bothering to glance back at his friend.

TBC

***

~ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH~
 

“Okay, I know I already asked you like hundred times since we arrived in Seoul. I'm still going to ask you again and again if you don't tell me why I am here. So, why do I have to be here?”

Tae hands on her hips looks up at the nervous man standing in front of her, daring him to give her the same kind of lame excuses like because I want you to meet her, because I want her to know that I'm able to do this because of you or because you'll help me out if I chicken out or something.

“You're not helping at all. I'm dying to know how she'd react to this and here you are asking the same question for the past hours.”

“Then why are you still standing here instead of knock on the door and see her reaction already.”

“I know. I just don't know why I am suddenly feeling this nervous--” A loud cheering sound come from inside the closed door.

They both turn toward the front door when they hear a loud cheering.

“Are you thinking what I'm thinking?”

Tae turns her attention to the man. “I--”

“Is she throwing a house party on our anniversary day or something? Isn't she suppose to be waiting for my 'Surprise'? Why-- ”

She cuts him off. “Or it could also be something else. But the important fact is that she does not know. She doesn't know that the 'surprise” is supposed to be you showing up at her door step out of nowhere.”

“Yeah, you are right. She doesn't know. She does not know.”

She sighs when she sees him relaxing a little bit. I can't believe this is all my doing, she whisperers to herself.

“Now lover boy, take a deep breath and knock on that door.”

Junsu nods at her before turning to face the closed door. He then smiles remembering how much his beloved loved his smile before knocking on the door.

And Tae forgets to breath at the sight before her eyes. Would he ever smile for me like he does for his lover? She asks herself wondering how lucky that one woman is. Just before Junsu knocks on the door, she steps aside and stands behind him.

While they both wait for someone to answer the door, she looks up at the sunny sky. She closes her eyes and inhale one more time. She then hears the door crack open and then silence follows afterward. She doesn't need to see Junsu's delighted and the woman's surprised expression to know how special this moment is for the couple. It is their reunion after all. What sucks the most is her being here to witness this. And then she hears Junsu speak only to be cut by something, maybe a kiss she thinks. That is it. She can't take it no longer. She runs to where, she doesn't know. She just wants to go away from this before she does something she'd regret.

***'

Junsu can swear he never been more happy than seeing his beloveds' face in such a long time. His smile becomes even wider until all this teeth can be seen, all his previous sweat from nervousness disappear, and his heart that has been beating furiously starts beating at normal rhyme.

He understands Han's shock reaction at his sudden appearance. Even so he expected her to jump on him or something, not standing at the door looking at him like she is seeing a totally stranger. He doesn't know what to do so he wait for her to say something, anything to ease his anxiousness.

He doesn't need to wait long before his worse fear happening, Hanna crying. That is what breaks his heart the most, seeing her cry and all because of him. Her eyes water before the fresh tears stream down her checks.

“I'm so sorry--” before he is able to finish his sentence, she jumps on him like he hoped at the beginning. Standing on her tip toe, she throws her arms around his neck almost choking him. But he doesn't mind. Not at all. He would gladly give his life for her if she demands. In an instance, he wraps his arms around her waist. Holding her tightly, picks her up higher in the air and circle around.

He so badly missed her. Second and minutes pass them by as they stand in that same position as he continuously rubs her back with his one arms and hold her dear to his heart with the other arm. She, resting on his broad shoulder, lets her tears run like a river. “I missed you...a lot,” Han says without letting him go, liking how he is holding her tightly as if she is a pillow.

Junsu lets her down before letting her go. Standing an arm length, he looks at her head to toe and he sees such a beautiful woman, his woman. He reaches out his one arms and he wipes away the tears from her cheeks with his thump. “I missed you more than the air I breath every now and then. I love you, Hannie.” He smiles to cheers her up as he hands her the roses. She takes what is given to her and giggles between her tears. He can't dare to make her cry anymore. He leans close and captures her lips determine to take that awful sad expression from her, taking her breath away for a moment. She accepts it like a child accepts a candy. He lets her go when they both are out of air.

Just when Junsu is about to turn and introduce his new friend, he sees a few people standing behind Han. He wonders if they have been watching the whole scene.

“I didn't know you had some guests.”

Han tenses up at the mention of guests. She remembers who one of the her guest is. She pray they haven't been watching the whole scene. She can't turn and face the crowd.

Hye and Yoochun look pissed at the new comer. Why do they have similar reaction or expression every time, no one understands.

Yunji and Cat are taken aback by the sweet little reunion, which leave them even more confuse when they remember the earlier confession between Jae and Han. Yunho and Changmin are the only ones who are neither confuse or surprise. They just watch what is revealing before them like an interesting drama.

The only person that is hurt by the happy reunion is JaeJoong. How can no one notice this when it is written all over his face?

Before anyone has the time to notice the hurt, betrayal, and heartbreak, he walks out on them.

TBC

~CHAPTER 18~

Once the group settle in the living room, the house is no longer quiet. It is filled with their sound of voices as they talk, laugh and shouting. The host, Hye, pulls her best friend away from the group before dragging her to the kitchen. Hye, arms crossed over her chest, stands leaning against the counter as she watches Han getting some drinks out from the fridge.

Han speaks lowering her voice so others in the living room won't have to hear their conversation. “If I'm not forgetting anything, you didn't exactly tell me you were going to bring everybody along with you.”

Hye knows if she had told her beforehand, Han would not have agree. “I thought it would be more fun with others here. The more the better, you know.”

It doesn't sound so convincing. Han stops what she is doing and looks at her friend who is trying hard to avoid eye contact. “We both know that is not the main reason why.” Han goes to the top cabinet and takes down number of glasses before putting them beside the drinks on the table. “Did you tell them that today is--”

“No, I didn't tell them anything. I just made up an excuse and I also had some help from.....someone to get others to come along.”

Han doesn't need to be told who that one “someone” is so she doesn't ask.“Good. Because I want to be the one to tell Jae-oppa about it.”

“I see. Wait!” Hye look at her friend intensely. “Are you saying that he doesn't he know about Junsu yet?”

Han stands leaning against the closed fridge while playing with her fingers. She sighs. “No, he doesn't.” Hye rises her eyebrow. “Han, it has been a month and you haven't told him.”

“Don't you think I know that? Every time I try to bring the subject up, he seems to interrupt me and the next thing I know we're talking about something else.”

“Okay, what about Junsu-oppa?”

“Well, I called him the other day to tell him about everything that happened, including the kiss. For some reason, he sounded excited about our upcoming anniversary. Just imagining the happiness on his face, I couldn't bring myself to say what I had on my mind.”

“This is really not good. What if they find--”

“No, they aren't going to find out. Since Jae-oppa is here, I'll make sure I tell him before he leaves. And about Junsu-oppa.....I'll call him tonight before I go to bed.”

They remain silence not knowing what else to say without avoiding the bad feeling they both feel inside. Hye goes toward the coffee table and helps Han carry the drinks. “Han, the sooner they know the better or they'll think you lied to them,” Hye says as she walks to the coffee table and helps Han carry the drinks.

Han can no longer deny the feeling—a feeling that something has gone bad, really bad. Nods in agreement as they walk out of the kitchen to the living room.

***'

Two hours of chatting and drinking, they decide to play a game, truth or dare. As of now, they all are seated in a circle in the middle of the living room after pushing all the sofas and table aside in the corner. They know the rules in this game which they have to go as far as doing something crazy and spilling their darkest secret if they are asked to.

The game has started for a hour or so. Everyone has got their chances except for Yoochun and JaeJoong. And so far these who got their chances chose dare rather than truth.

The game started by JaeJoong. When the spinning bottle stopped pointing at Yunji, she chose dare without second thought. So he dared her to kiss another girl, Cat. She never done that before, neither did Cat so it was all new and unexpected. Hesitating, Yunji gave Cat a peaky kiss with eyes closed. The house grew with laughter at their reactions from the beginning to end. Unlike all other guys, Yunho did not enjoy it one bit. He had to force himself to close his eyes as he told himself repeatedly, it was just a game.

Then Cat became the next target. She yelled out dare before Yunji dared her to take off her top, leaving her bra on of course, and stay like that for five minutes . She did it without a protest, amusing everyone in the room. She had this unavoidable upper body that not many woman have and men would drool over. The whole time, her eyes never left Changmin's unexplainable facial expression. He tried so hard not to pay attention, but he failed terribly as he glanced at her direction right before she wore it back on.

When Yunho's turn came and chose dare, Cat told him to kiss another guy, Changmin, for revenge for earlier. It was Yunho and Changmin's worse fear, to seal lip to lip with another guy, regardless the gun happened to be their roomy or brother. Yunho cursed under his breath at himself for not choosing truth in the first place. After protesting and bagging for second chance or a different dare, Yunho and Changmin finally kissed just like the girls, a peaky kiss. And the audience died from laughter at Changmin's disgusting and Yunho vomiting expression.

Changin's task was the same as Cat (was that a coincidence or what?), to take his shirt and tank top off right there and then. He wasn't half embarrassed to do it in front of his friends, not to forget the three hot girls. The man had a near perfect upper body, the girls who look like they have gone to heaven are the witnesses, thanks to Yunho who would force him to go jogging along with him in the morning.

Now it is his turn to spin the bottle. Changmin finally spins the bottle as everyone waits eagerly for the bottle to point at someone. Their curiosity is answered when the bottle stops spinning and point at Yoochun.

Too many eyes are now focus on Yoochun waiting for him to say his choice. As expected, “dare,” he voices out his choice. He would do, especially when it comes to girls, anything but spill out his darkest secret. He is after all the man of actions.

The group look at each other, thinking of the same thing. Who has a better and difficult task for him to do. Han rises her hand up in the air indicating she has an idea. Everybody else settle down and wait eagerly to hear what she has to say.

“Yoochun,” Han calls for his attention although she doesn't need to since the man is eyeing her confidently. How long his confidence will last?

“I dare you to--” she leaves her sentence hanging for a second, knowing very well that all of them are anticipating, almost at the edge of their seats. “--kiss Hye.” she smiles, an evil smile.

Hye is in shock state, her mouth and eyes wide open, freezes in her seat. She couldn't do anything but stare at her best friend, who dears to do this to her. JaeJoong almost laughed out loud understanding what she is trying to do. Everyone else has no idea what Han is aiming at, except for JaeJoong. So they think this is the easiest task ever. Besides, he is the only one so far who is give a chance to kiss a girl. You lucky bastard,” Yunho says.

Yoochun was ready to do anything that was thrown at him when he first chose dare, but a kiss with Hye. “Do I have second option?” Yoochun asks looking at Han, suddenly taking everyone by surprise. Bad move. That makes everybody curious to why he would refuse to kiss another girl.

Han has a feeling what Yoochun is trying to do. Acting innocent, she responds,“you should know the rules in this game, Yoochun-oppa. Besides, there is no a reason for you to back away from what I dare you to do, is there?”

Why is Yoochun reacting this way? He is a womanizer type. Kissing another girl isn't the least difficult task for him to do. It not even compare to the things he has done and is wiling to do. The only problem in this situation is the fact that Hye isn't anybody. She is his friend, maybe the one and only true (girl) friend, he respects that he can't bring himself to hit on her. Kiss is too personal between them at the moment and something he hasn't thought about. On the top of that they have an unsolved argument that started weeks ago at the house party. Well, what can he do?

He smiles awkwardly before turning in Hye's direction. Slowly, he approaches Hye and kneels in front of her. Hye who is still dumbfounded almost jerks up and backs away, but she forces herself to sit still. After thinking and hesitating for a moment that feels like a hour, Yoochun moves a little closer, too close that their noses are touching.

At that same moment, the room has grown silence. No breathing or movement can be heard from the anticipated audience in the room.

Hye is breathing heavily by now that Yoochun can feel her breath on his face. Their heart beats twice more faster and their bodies responding to the rising air temperature between them. They move closer and closer to each other, it feels like they're magically connected from the start. Their eyes close automatically, unintentionally, just before their lips touch.

At that exact moment, the audience finally let out their breaths they were holding in. The kiss is anything, but awkward like everybody expected it to be. If the people in the room aren't close friends of their, they would have thought the kiss isn't their first as they watch them making out right before their eyes. The kiss that started off slow and uneasy becomes fast and sweet as the couple drift to the world where they can no long deny their true feelings. It is supposed to be a peaky kiss, not a passionate and long. Small moan is heard and no one knows whom it came from, Hye or Yoochun.

Nobody knows how long they have been watching the kissing scene. No one cared to keep track of the time until the couple stop when they are out of air. Slowly, Yoochun and Hye move away from each other, shock at the the unexpected intimacy. They stare into each other's eyes not knowing how to react after such intimate moment. The kiss left such an affect on them that they're not sure how to respond to it. It isn't long before Yoochun moves backward, back to his sitting position between Changmin and Yoochun. That's when they realize that they have been watched by their friends. Hye turns red from embarrassment. She giggles awkwardly as she looks one persona after another except she keeps avoiding Yoochun.

Yoochun is expressionless as he keeps replying the scene in his head. His first intention was to just peaky kiss her and be done with it, only, only it turned into something he didn't expected. What confuse him now is that why he continued to kiss her and why did Hye return the kiss.

No one bother to voices out as they watch the sudden change of atmosphere until--“Aw, look who is blushing now,” Jae says looking at Hye and she scowls at him. Laughter that died a while ago fill the room once again. Laughing JaeJoong turns to look at Yoochun and smiles at him evilly and Yoochun glares at him in return.

“Jae-Hyung, the game isn't over yet,” Yoochun says, thinking of a perfect revenge.

He grasps the bottle and spin it around. The bottle goes around and around and stops pointing at JaeJoong and the whole room scream and shout loudly, particularly Yoochun.

“Truth or dare?”Yoochun asks eagerly before anyone else has the chance to say it. It is payback time.

Jae isn't one bit of scared. He has nothing to hold back and he is ready to play the game...right. “Truth.”

Yoochun chuckles evilly. Everyone else decides to watch and enjoy what is to come. “Kim JaeJoong....Are you in love with Hanna?”

Yunho and Changmin uncertain whether to be surprised at the out of blue question or be happy because they are about to hear a secret from their friend's roomy. The game turns out to be more exciting than they expected and they can't be happier. Yunji and Cat, however, are dumbfound when they heard their best friend's name. Unless they are missing something out, they know Han is currently in a relationship. So where all this coming from?

Yoochun and Hye are waiting before they could finally dance in victory. At this moment of excitement, their eyes meet but they avoid the eye contact right away and focus on the new victim.

Beside Han who is shocked at the mention of her name, Jae doesn't seem affected one bit. He turns to his side and smiles at Han. “I do.” For a second he wonders why she looks shock since he is pretty sure she knows his answer.“More than I can express it with words.”

Han blush furiously and makes no attempts to turn and look at the man in the eye. When everybody in the room cheer at Jae's confession, Yunji and Cat look at each other, thinking of the same thing.

When everyone finally calm down, “it's your turn now Jae-hyung. Spin the bottle,” Yunho speaks pointing at Jae who seems a little disappointed because Han seems....terrified. He tells himself that it is probably nothing as Jae leans forward and grasps the bottle.

Just when he is about to spin the bottle, they hear door knock suddenly...



TBC

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The has rain stopped raining for the couple of days now, leaving the earth dry and sunny. The beautiful blue sky above the atmosphere makes the day pleasant and enjoyable. Most the population of the Seoul is out enjoying this day that is rare during rainy season. But there are some people like Cat who is stuck in her small comfy dorm she shares with Yunji since their freshman year.

She is currently seated on the floor, leaning on the glass rectangle table for support. On the surface, all kinds of school materials are spread out in front of her, staring right back at her. She stares at the one of the open books reading intensely.

“So, why did you move to Japan?” I ask the man sitting across from me.

I'm not going to sit here and pretend like I have no business for being here in the first place. I have always admired Junsu... from afar. He is the only man who is able to capture my full attention and the first man who is able to stay on my mind all day and night.

It all started back when I first saw him at our school when he was introduced to us as a new transfer student from...Korea. As strange as it sounds, that same day I had been eyeing him secretly, as if I never wanted to lose sight of him. I did every silly things to get his attention back then, but not once did he look at me more than a second. I kept telling myself that one day he would take notice of me, but that never happened. He just got me going on and on just for him to notice me or talk to me more than just a greeting. That greeting happened whenever I was with a group of people we both knew. Not once did he say hi to me or smile at me anytime he saw me alone back then. If he had, I would have touched the sky from happiness.

I can hear my mom's movement right outside of my door. It is annoying me. I try to keep myself from opening my bedroom door and telling her to stop moving around. There is a reason why I'm getting annoyed by this small action. When I have something on my mind that is making me restless, I like to be left alone, for myself to think peacefully without any kind of distraction. Today is one of these days. Currently, I'm lying down on my back on my bed. All I do is analyze the things I have done lately. It is amazing how, in this short time period, things have changed that could possibly change my life, my future.

I have been thinking about this for the past three days since the last time I went out with JaeJoong, which ended up with us kissing. I know what I did is not right that night. I kissed someone other than Junsu, my current boyfriend. I know it was only a kiss. I believe it is still cheating, right? What is worse is that I kissed him back willingly and I even...enjoyed it.

I stand in a long, never-ending line, waiting to get inside the arena for one of DBSK's concerts. I'm not surprised to see so many females, but a few male fans standing in the line. I sigh; it feels like centuries have passed before everyone finally gets inside.


After what seems like forever, my turn comes and I stand face to face with a huge security guard (he is too big and can easily eat me alive if he wanted to). I show the security guard my ticket before he lets me in. The moment I step in, I notice how large the arena really is, already filled with half of audience.
 

I look for my seat number as I walk through the already crowded arena. It is not my first time, but since it has been very long time since I have been to any concert, I feel lost in this huge place as if it is my first time ever.


 

Here I am, standing on the porch of my house at nine o'clock in the evening. It still feels nice to be out at this hour. The night is chilly, as expected in the Spring season.  I have a coat on top of me that belonging to the man who is standing right in front of me at this exact moment. We went out for a nice dinner, and walked around the park afterward, before he drove me to my house. As he walked me to my door, he insisted on giving me his coat so I wouldn't feel cold. I--

“Did you have fun?”
 

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Seoul, South Korea, can be appealing in the Spring season. Despite the tall buildings that almost cover the big city and busy people running everywhere restlessly, the refreshing air of Spring fills the city. All kinds of growing Spring plants are planted in the corners of houses, buildings and parks make the city glow, as the cool breezy air blows them back and forth.

That is until the summer season takes over. That is the sign that nothing stays forever, even seasons come and go. People and things change as time speeds up. As time changes, the old ones will replace by new ones, and sometimes, it prevents us from fulfilling our needs.

Nevertheless, there is one thing that time can not stop: the new love that is developing for one person when

It was one of those days, a Friday night, the night when every young people would be out partying and enjoying crazy life. JaeJoong and his friends happened to be one of those people today. At the apartment, he shared with Yoochun, Jae and Han stood on the balcony. Inside the closed glass door of the balcony, there was a party going on. It was too noisy for them to talk while inside so Jae suggested they take a fresh air. They could still hear the song, Sorry Sorry by Supper Junior that was playing in the background.

Author: </a></b></a>eprinces 
Characters: JaeJoong, Junsu, Hanna, Yoochun, Changmin, and Yunho
Rating: PG 13+
Length: Multi-chapter
Genre: Drama, angst, romance
Note: NONE YAOI
Summary: She isn't quite happy, not that she complains. She has a handsome and loving boyfriend, but the problem is he is miles and miles away and worse, his parents disapprove of her.

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